Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Slow Motion, Please!?

This past weekend went sooo fast. Its is seriously a blurr to me... Saturday morning was Andrea's funeral one of the most awful days I've had so far. Sitting with my sister and watching her bawl her eyes out was probably the hardest part of it. Then Sunday was Liv's b-day party which was really fun... It went really well and Amanda did a good job planning it and getting the cutest decorations.

I am just so exhausted here lately and this weekend I didn't give my body time to catch up lol.. So I'm going to put this weekend coming up on slow motion and spend it outside with Kobe if the weather allows it. I haven't even looked at the forecast for the weekend.

Poor Kobe is having a heck of a time since his "father" hasn't seen him for over a month. He wants to see his daddy and I have a hard time explaining to a 3 yr old why his dad isn't getting him for yet another weekend. Hopefully things will start to look up in that department. At least I pray they do. Poor baby opened his bedroom door tonight and yelled " I want my Mommy and daddy at my house" If I could do it all over again I would of tried harder to save our marriage for Kobe's sake but 2 people can't help it if they aren't in love anymore. I just pray this will get easier for Kobe and his dad will one day decide to be a full time father and come around!

Off to bed to get some much needed beauty sleep!!


  1. I am sure things will start to get much better. Once the weather breaks and stays warm like this everyone will come out of their winter blues. I hope we get to hang out Friday, it is some much needed fun for you I am sure!

  2. Welcome to blogspot! I like your url :-)
    Have a good day!

  3. 'bout time you got a blog ;OP