You know that song right? Well if you have ever seen the movie "LadyBugs" than You've heard it LOL... If not turn ur volume up and u can hear it playing...
ANY..HOW...
That is all I do is "Dream Dream Dream" I'm talkin CONSTANTLY!!!
I dream of Mr. Right coming into my life and taking my breathe away. I often fantasize bout my wedding. What this next one will be like ... I have it all planned out... Its going to be an outside wedding... just in a backyard... During the Fall Season...Me in a simple white dress... Men in nice pants and shit... ladies in a cute simple dress... after we say our "I dos" we light the bon fire start the music and just have a good ol' celebration...
The I dream about having more children... I want Kobe to have brothers and sisters... I want a daughter... I want the ribbons and bows... someone who Kobe can protect and be a good big brother too... then I want another little boy... little boys are soooo fun... yes u don't get to dress them up in all the cute get up... but u get to play Power Rangers... go fishing... etc
I dream about having the life I see everyone else having... With their husbands and children...In their nice and cozy homes... driving nice dependable vehicles... Yes I was married before... it was not a healthy relationship.. I was miserable... well I'm pretty sure we both were... we didn't love each other... we thought we did... Yes I was engaged and planning a wedding when I found out I was pregnant...but the wedding was almost a whole year away... I would have realized by then we weren't in love... the wedding got pushed up do to the pregnancy so we moved the wedding up 9 months earlier than the scheduled date... I tried to make it work... I really did... but U can't force yourself to love someone... especially someone who doesn't love u in return... So once again...
I dream of finding that guy who I love and he loves me with all we have to give... someone who just fits perfectly into this little family me and Kobe having going right now...
and here I am still dreaming...
All I have to do is DREAM
You made me cry. I have those same dreams, but you already know that ;O)
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