My First Grader

This morning I dropped Kobe off at school as a FIRST GRADER!!!! I can't believe my baby is in First Grade already! Where has time gone??

To: Kobe

You are such an awesome little boy! I'm very proud of you. You will always be Mommy's little boy no matter how old you are. You seriously bring me so much joy in my life.. I can't wait to watch you grow up..
Love you - Mom

1. What do you want to be when you grow up?
-Police Man
2. What is your favorite color?
-Blue
3. What is your favorite thing to do?
-Go outside and Play
4. Who is your best friend?
-Zane
5. What is your favorite animal?
-Dog
6. What is your favorite food?
-Brownies
7. What is your favorite drink?
-Chocolate Milk
8. What is your favorite song?
-I treat my truck like a Cadillac
9. What is your favorite TV show?
-Turtle Man
10. Did you have fun on your first day of First Grade?
-Yes!!!!!

The Spaz has decided..

We after several weeks of being a stressed out Spaz.. I have realized that I would feel better with Kobe coming to town with me and going to school.. Not because of the whole viking/Hatchet thing either lol but because he will only be a block away and not 7 miles away.. Maybe next year we can try Barr-Reeve.. but then the thought of him only being able to play baseball and basketball in High School makes me want to send him in town still.. He's so good at soccer and I hope he sticks with it.. but who knows.. He may not play sports..he may be like his dad (Jason ;) ) and just want to be a county boy who hunts and fishes.. but we'll cross that bridge when we get there.. But he is already registered and books bought.. So its official!!

Why?!?

Why am I stressing out so much about this whole Washington/Barr-Reeve school thing??? Working in Washington and being here all the time I feel like Kobe needs to came here with me.. and go to the school that is basically a block away.. If he would go to BR then I would have to drive there to get him and bring him back to work with me (which is fine) but that would mean I drive from Home (15 mins from work) to work then after school drive half way home to get Kobe then come back to work then drive another 15 mins home after work.. thats too much driving.. am I right? and I dont have the most reliable vehichle... But then I think .. well what if one morning I go out and the van wont start and I can't make it to Washington then what? Kobe just doesnt go to school that day?? uuugh seriously this is making me crazy.. Im not kidding.. Its all I think about.. Jason says.."Just pick one, its not that big of a deal." Yes it is.. to ME! Too ME it is.. Maybe I'm over reacting.. Maybe I over think. Maybe I'm a spaz! who knows.. But I do know it makes my stomach hurt thinking about all this.. I have a slight panic attack.. Then a facebook friend posted an innocent status and in the status it said "...to start in one elementary and be able to stay there with the friends she makes and not have to jump around from school to school..." ... I just start bawling.. Its like WOW thats sooo true and My son isn't going to know anyone.. except Jason's nephew.. He's made so many friends in Washington.. He's going to have to start that whole "new" process over again.. I hate new, I hate changes, I have the urge to cry right now as I'm typing this.. I know my hormones are out of wack.. not being pregnant, then pregnant, now not pregnant again.. They are going haywire inside me and I don't like it..