a small sigh of relief.. *UPDATED*

So I just got off the phone with the doctors office.. my hcg levels went up... they didn't double but they did go up which is a good thing.. at least they didn't go down. The doctor wasn't in to see when we need to schedule my next ultrasound. I should be getting a call from the nurse this evening or tomorrow with my appointment for our next ultrasound.. its still a waiting game. My heart and mind won't be content until I see my little peanut on the ultrasound screen with a heartbeat.. until then I will pray, ask for prayers and try not to stress.. HA!

**UPDATE**
The nurse called and I have round 3 of bloodwork Tuesday at 10.. Praying fiercely once again..

8 weeks?? Not so much~

So this past Saturday I hit the 8 week mark.. Last Monday I had some spotting.. then it stopped. Well the next couple days it was on and off.. nothing too much just an "on the toilet paper" kinda spotting.. So I called my sister who works at the OB/GYN that I go too and she assured me that it might not be anything since I wasn't cramping and it was just a little bit and to keep an eye on it.. well last night and this morning I was spotting again.. and seemed to be alittle more than before.. still no cramping *I don't think* so I called and got right in. Thank God they had an opening.. They did an U/S to check things out. The gestational sac is measuring 5weeks when it should be at 8weeks.. so they did blood work to check my pregnancy hormone levels and then will recheck Weds and we'll go from there... until then... I'm suppose to "not worry", "not stress about it", "have faith".. Easier said than done that's for sure.. but I'm trying.. as I said on my Facebook status.. "My heart is heavy, my hopes are low, my faith is high"

This past weekend I hit the 7 week mark.. So far baby has been nice to Mommy.. I've not been sick yet.. just the same with the waves of nausea at night.. nothing bad.. still sore boob though ;) I hope it remains this easy... I have purchased 2 items for the baby so far.. its so hard not to buy, buy, buy .. I did purchase this adorable little thing

I also purchased this Changing Table off Facebook for $10

Some other things that have been going on that I've wanted to document and haven't yet..

We had our 10 year Class Reunion on June 2nd.. It was nice and good to see some people I don't get to see that often..

Then on June 7th.. my cousin TJ and his Fiance were woke up by their neighbor banging on their doors and windows telling them their house was on fire.. Thank GOD that neighbor (who never wakes up in the night) woke up thirsty and saw that TJ's house was on fire and was able to get them to wake up and get out.. The house was a total loss.. But TJ Lisa and Koda (their dog) made it out safe.. Thank the Lord for their neighbor.. Also this was all with in a few weeks of their wedding coming up in June.. :(

Also my Grandma retired from the License Brand after 26 years.. I'm soo glad she's retired.. I think she needed this.

We've been getting some baby practice with Kamrin Lynn :) Kobe read Kami a story the other day... she loved it and sat so good while he read the entire book. She got real excited when he would show her the pictures... She is almost 4 months old already.. time flies so fast!

"Uncle Jason" loves him some Kami time too :)

And then of course we celebrated Father's Day this past Sunday ..

The small print on the shirt says "I don't discriminate, I hunt everything"

We had a boring and lazy weekend.. I kinda enjoyed it although the guys were soo bored.. we are used to being on the go go go so it was different to do nothing.. although the guys did enjoy some hot weather by washing the vehicles :)

6 Weeks..

Yesterday I hit the 6 weeks pregnant mark.. So far I've just had sore breasts, very sore I might add.. and some waves of nausea. I have not puked yet though. *knock on wood* I'm hoping that never happens. It didn't with Kobe so lets hope its the same.. Although I didn't have sore boobs with Kobe either.. I would have never known I was pregnant if it weren't for going to the doctor visits and when he could kick me lol My last pregnancy was a breeze.. I have a feeling I will have a boy again this time.. I was right last time with my "feelings".. Last time I knew I was having a boy and I KNEW I'd have to have a c-section and sure enough I was correct on both accounts lol So we Shall see..

Happy to announce

I'm pregnant!!!!!

Finally after 4 or 5 months of trying (yes I know thats not too long).. I found out on June 2nd that I'm pregnant.. I haven't been to the doctor yet but I'm guessing my estimated due date is Feb 2nd 2013.. seems so far away... Big brother Kobe is SO excited..

So far I've not been sick but just sudden rush of nausea comes and goes.. nothing that I have to hug the toilet.. I'm not a puke-er so there for I'll do anything not to puke so I'm glad its not come to that..I've just felt super bloated.. although my boobs hurt like crazy! They are sooo sore and tender.. and I'm sooo bitchy and cranky.. I have no patience what so ever for stupid people lol. So far so good.. I have my first OB appointment June 27th.. I hope they do an ultrasound but I bet they won't. Usually its just a nurse visit. Oh and we have names picked out already...
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Boy: Brett Alan Colvin
Girl: Jaycee Brooke Colvin

I don't care what the sex of the baby is as long as it is Healthy :)